The harmonies of my vital organs , are much like the wildest symphony
though the song itself is classy and strong, it out scurries the fire inside of me
smiles friends and conversation make the melody of life in the world I've landed
Inside is something crazy the craving of potency and evil; the seed I've planted
For the secrets are bold and the pressure is heavy, I bow down to the calling sin
Then none is left but vacancy and the bruised soul that lies within
I drown with the demons , to wash my tears , I inhale the remembrance of my innocent years
I've been taught whats right , yet stuck to wrong, but desire to one day sing Heaven's song.
Is the sea the sin?
My gasps the grace?
Dare I look to the sky and lie to His face?
Will my deeds be forgotten?
My kindness remembered?
Or will the fields of pink show me grey and severed?
Life is but thought so I think of a blame a story a path that leads far gone
For away is my life away are my thoughts, there i will be from dawn to dawn.
But I realized the blame stopped short, and the stories said The End
And I saw I could flee no longer, because the destroyed required a mend
The life of this sort will only bury me deep, so it begins today, today I will seek
I will remove the masks the lies the blames, ask for forgiveness for what's brought me shame
And when all is done and it's clear to see, I will begin my journey to rebuild me