how do I let go of you

when will you stop

haunting me

will I always bear the burden

of wonder?

 

Wondering what

what could have happened

what you were thinking

 

Wondering why

why you always looked my way

when you thought I wasn't looking

--and when you knew I was--

 

Wondering when

when would you ever make a move

 

Wondering where

where you kept your heart locked away

 

and wondering how

 

and if

 

I could ever get to it

 

how does one

get rid of wonder

 

how

do I make it stop