I'm caught between a rock and a hard place
Praying but searching for an answer is a race
What path do I choose or which do I take
Time flys by and my decision I must make
Do I follow my dreams and see where it leads
Or do I follow my heart and raise some seeds
Time consumes me so I can't focus on two
I'm torn and it's a real difficult thing to do
Is the grass really greener on the other side
Or was that all just a myth and another lie
Is there such thing as living happily ever after
Can I love, live, and even throw in laughter
Do I turn dreams into my reality and grow
Get money and let all my hard work show
It's never fair to make anyone wait I believe
But there's still so much that I have to achieve
I don't need the distraction but I am in love
Waiting for answers as I ask the man above
This decision is stressful and I need a clone
I want my dreams but I don't want to be alone
If you are reading this please help me out
I'm without a clue and still have doubt

This poem is about: 
My family


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