Dancing in private in a secret place.

Looking for ways to win this race.

Thoughts of the mind,

Tick tock with time.

Fear of my very own strength.

Wondering if I will go the length.

Drastic emotions,

Where are the magic potions?

Lack of courage

Leads to unavoidable baggage.

Dread the reality of my fear.

In the future, what will I hear?

Will words do me well,

Or will I be living hell?

Fear of negative unwanted value,

Worry of disappointment from you.

All the while,

On the outside I smile.

I must not let my weakness be scene.

I know their opinions may be mean.