Pop
The pop.
When it materializes you go scream in fury but it makes you worry.
Because your life is a mess
And you're less than everyone else
The feeling that tears your life apart
You're no one
Fun like when you used to play outside
Basketball, baseball, kickball, all of the bad-ass games vanished in a flash
Smash your bedroom wall in great frustration because you are a disgrace
Face your fear to feel what you felt before
Lay on the ground after a long day
Now every day is a long day
Limping through life
And when you lose something you love
You are never the same
Lame you are and you lose your name
The nightmare becomes a reality
Or the greatest learning experience of your life
The pop
The pop that showed you what you took for granted
The pop that pours fight in your veins
The pop that infuriates you when you wake up screaming at night from the pain
The pop that makes you want to get that extra set, rep, to keep working because that’s all you got The pop that brings you closer to your family, but farther from your brothers
The pop that shows you that I can
And makes you believe that I will
Can make you feel like the darkness is closing in but just when it's about to strangle you the light pours in
Don’t take for granted what you got because you can lose it in
a pop.