Past Self
She smiles
as the blood pours down her arm
as the pain interrupts her breathing
as her thoughts are pulled beneath a current of wind
They look
as she turns into something not human
as the light in her eyes is replaced with the coldness of hell
as her grip on the knife twists and turns in the wound
Her head goes back
as she laughs at the hysteria
as she relishes in the inflicting harm
as she feels the shackles release her mind
They gape
as her cackle fills the air with fear
as her friends smirk in approval
as they wonder when it will be their turn
And when the fountain of blood pours
slower
and slower
and slower
She gets up
She looks at the prison her life was
She sees the pain she caused
She feels the dark red liquid trickle over her arms
She relaxes her grip and stretches
Then turns to look at the others
She doesn't bother to feel anything
How can she with these people?
An eye for an eye they say
Emotional pain made visible through the gashes she inflicts
And all she can do is smile at her friends
And join them.