On the outside I'm

Logical calm and

Ready to battle

Saddled up

For anything

That life brings

But on the inside I'm

Struggling

Juggling

Everything at once

Painful dance

Avalanche

Down the mountain

And I'm howlin'

At the bottom

Everything hitting 

Splitting back on the outside

But on the inside

Bruised 

Confused

Hurting and dirty

Buried by what's scary and

What am I supposed to do

When I'm posing to be an 

Example for you?