I wish these thoughts would leave my head
Thoughts of time wasted and love being dead

I cannot keep an open heart
For too many times mines been ripped apart

Nobody to blame but myself
Ruining it on my own with no help

Idk why my life goes this way hoping for a fresh and fruitful day

Its the feeling of your love I seek
I just dont feel it...it must be weak

I want to feel it so very bad
Because at this moment it's making me sad

I do think you care to an extent you see
But I just dont know that you truly love me

Sometimes I wonder and it keeps me up all night
Right now it feels like your love is slight

I hope it isn't and its just me
I don't like the feelings its giving me

Feelings of pain from loving you
With no love in return seems fake from you

Its like when you kiss me its seems unclear
Whether or not you are sincere

I know im not your style being a thug with thug fashion
But I do have this thing its called compassion

I long for your love everyday
Im hoping ill get it one of these days

I dont wanna lose you god knows its true
I want a life just me and you

I know I dont deserve these things I ask
In the end I'll probably be alone a daunting task

I wouldn't find true love ever again
It will always be for you until my end....