Wondering if I'll ever find you 
And the serenity you're bring.

As I close my eyes
I shut off my mind
And go back and time 

Searching for your presence
In this dark phase of depression
Looking for your lessons
I stroll to the ends of my oppressions

Deep breathes I try and breathe you
Closed eyes trying to see you
Still moments trying to feel you. 
Soft music while trying to hear you. 

Meditating because I need you,
Peace.