I don't want to sleep.
I want to think.
About the past present and future.
I want to remember how to forget, but I never want to forget how to remember. I want to scream to the world without ever saying a word.
I want to explore things I've seen Thousands of times. I want to find things I've only seen in my mind. I want to dream without closing my eyes.
I want it all. All of one thing.
A smile.
On my face mind and heart.
I never want to grow old. I want to stay young. Forever. Even if it's only in my heart.
I want answers to questions that only I could answer.
But if I could only have one.
Just one.
It'll be you.
Who brings it all without knowing. Without carrying a damn thing. I want your everything.
You.
But I've never met you. Seen you. Kissed nor felt you. Don't know you. But will I ever? Ever completely know you?
No.
Can't really.
I need to know myself before I know you. But the only way to find myself is to find you. So where does this circle start?
Not knowing Is the beauty of it..