One day I'll find out you're the father of someone's child, maybe one day soon. Or that you're engaged to a former friend. And In the time it would take me to give a fuck I will have already been high. Mentally and Spiritually on a vibration that you could never reach not because you're incapable but because you choose to reach for things that quickly parish and add up to nothing. And for this reason I could never Identify with you or your self inflicted challenges in life. Its sad to see that the man to be is you if only you could put forth the energy that your potential required. Ignorance is a virus and I would much rather lose you than to catch it and enable the suffocation of my aspirations and bold desires to be better than what I've been exposed to. But then again what can I do? I chose you.