People say that you choose your mood and I would always interupt them and ask
them why are other people depressed? If you choose your moods, don't you think that
depressed people would chioose to be happy? The response they give me is,
"Depression isn't serious. Why are you making it a big deal?" Are you serious
Depression isn't a mood, it's a diease, a uncurable horrible feeling diease. I laugh
when some people say that they are depressed because I know that they're not.
They don't know what depression feels like. They're just really sad and never felt that
sad. Having depression is different, having depression hurts when you cry, you have
to stop yourslef from crying almost every night, it sucks because you feel like you
can never ever be happy again. Depression can make us feel like we're already dead.
I cry at random times, when people ask me how I'm doing I want to say that I'm lost,
I feel numb, I need help, my depression keeps me locked and I end up lying and
I end up saying that I'm fin. Nobody can see how much I hurt
nobody ever does.