The Moment whe you become numb to everythting around and / or the world. It okay, you may react to certain things. But mostly numb to everything. You ma have mentally checkout tot the world. Only focus on you and only you, frequenting being asked are you okay. Naw not really know the answer to that question, yet you intend to yeah so the leave you alone to suffer. Alone to yourself, to become more numb. Wishing you would break out of this phase or shell. burst open like sunlight through the blinds. if not hoping, somebody would notice that your not totally  yourself, are you mentally and emotionally okay?