Not Now, Not Ever
Will you love me?
no
Not now, not ever
Then all is lost
I am different
Special
unique
Is that really so bad?
yes
now go away
Forever
The rain
matches my soul
washing me to my
purest
forever I thank
But am saddened too.
A pretty flower
glowing in the dark
vastness gloom
Can I share it?
No, not now
Not ever
Too much
Prejudice
No more
Love
Not now
Not ever
Alone
by myself
Without one or each other
we are here
But there is no one else
but me