not deep enough this time
I come home everyday after all of the nonsense
Everyday i promise myself just one more cut
Just one more cut
But everyday i still can't seem to stick the the promise i made myself
I think to myself that it just doesn't make sense
As the blood drips from my arms and legs to the floor
I can't help but smile
I feel so much happiness that i can't stop
Then the next thing i know i wake up in a hospital bed
With the same people that told me to kill myself standing over me crying
With tears rushing down there faces
I manage to smile and say “are you happy i did it”
But i didn't do what they said i only got close to death
I let them all down yet again