"My Refusal"
Location
There is no pain
quite as terrible
as that of waiting.
It consumes all.
Waiting is the
core root of all
destruction found in
each individual.
What causes anxiety?
Waiting.
What causes stress?
Waiting.
How long shall I
be captured in this
torturous state? Never
knowing what might happen.
They say all you can
do is wait. Wait for
the sun to rise anew.
Wait for tomorrow.
But what if I don't
want to wait passively
like you instruct? What
if I desire to be active?
What happens when I
refuse you? What happens
when I stand up to
tell you no? What then?
Will asserting my
dominance get me
anywhere? Or will it
just force me to wait longer?