My Gifts
I love my little home.
But I don’t get paid for loving it.
I take care of it everyday, how come no one visits me?
Is this little house only for me?
I love my friends, all of them.
But I don’t get paid for loving them.
We share everything together.
What do words and objects mean, can they hurt and love?
I love anime.
But I don’t get paid for loving it.
I enjoy watching it, anyway.
I learn so much from their stories.
I love food so much.
But I don’t get paid for loving it.
Though I can’t cook very well, I will die without any of it.
Why is it so different anywhere on this Earth?
I love video games a lot.
But I don’t get paid for loving it.
I get motivation to it whenever I can, but I am called lazy.
I will keep playing them.
If I want to be am adult,
So why are all these things for me?
Not everyone loves everything I do.
I want to get paid for loving who I am.
When I feel ill, my mom takes care of me.
When I trip and fall in my footsteps, my dad picks me back up.
It happens over, and over again.
But I don’t get paid for loving you.
If I pay you my love, does that mean…
You do not love me?
We share everything, we share our whole lives together.
But you don’t get paid for that, I do.
I don’t understand what I am sorry for, nor I do not need to be.
I am ashamed at society, because it made you views me as something ugly.
Something evil, some “thing” incapable of love.
If someone asks, what am I good for?
“I am the same as you are, more or less experienced.” I say to the individual.
Not loving anime, food, video games, family, or friends…
I get paid for pretending to be someone else.
That, I do not love to do.