To My 5th Grade Crush
I only had eyes for you
The way your cheeks turned raw
At the slightest inconvenience
And your eyes gently watered
At every scolding
I fell in love with your sensitivity
With your keenness on reading
And your unbelievable gentleness
when you recognized the book
I was reading
From then on
It became my favorite book
I tried so hard to impress you
Wore my pinkest skirt
And my shiniest lip gloss
If I was invisible
I would’ve spent all my time looking at you
So gentle
Yet so
Ruthless
When you told me I could never be
An angel
Because angels have
Argent skin and hair like the sun
I would have done anything to be
Your angel
But I was a shade too dark
Eyes too Arab
You made me
Hate my brown with all I had
Until I realized
It was all I had