On Mute
When words become inexplicable
And the intangible void
Begins to tear,
A silent mourning
Comes to rest within
The heart
Except, suddenly, this silence
Is the only noise
That won't leave
The loneliness alone,
The only noise
That refuses to
Pause,
And the only noise
You wish to mute
This silent noise
Seems a paradoxal mixture
Of hope and
Unwavering defeat
It scratches into
Your ear a
Desperate plead
Asking you to choose one:
Hope,
Which will warm you now
And allow your spirit
To die out slowly
Or defeat,
Which will swiftly
Crush and callous
Your bones without remorse
You must decide which is better;
The agonizing torture
Of hope,
Or the merciless choke
Of defeat
The more you pray
To ignore the choice,
The louder the
Silence becomes,
Until no other vibrations
Can breach the muffling
Of its yell
The decision buries you
More and more
Each day,
Until one morning
You wake to find that
Words have become inexplicable,
The intangible void
Has begun to tear,
And a silent mourning
Now lives within the pits
Of your heart