Move On
My sight is blurred by tears,
As you storm out of the house,
Slamming the door, making the house tremble with fear
I hear you and mom,
Yelling behind closed doors. I can hear you --
Cursing, Screaming, Threatening!
And in the end, mom cries.
She cries and cries like a child who lost her puppy.
Yet you show no sympathy. None, whatsoever.
Why did you leave? Why did you cheat?
You had a beatiful family!
A family that loved you and appreciated you for you...
My sight is blurred by tears,
As I learn there is no going back
No seeing you walk through the door with your crisp white buttoned down shirt and khakis
No hearing your soft snores through the night.
I must face the pain in my heart...
And let you go.
I must let the rush of mixed emotions out.
Let them drain out like dirty water; I cannot be contaminated.
I must let the rush of mixed emotions out
With tears, writing, and talking.
My life that I loved is blown away. Gone.
Now I must be strong, remake my life, and move on.
You, dad, have left from my once wonderful life.
Was it actually wonderful? It was filled with lying and deceit; so carefully hidden from me.
Until Now.
I will miss you,
but
now I must
move
on.