a mothers hatred and a daughters hope


Why must happiness be so hard but grief and hatred so great?

Why must we learn or except our fate

I feel like crying, I feel like dyeing

A knife separates my heart apart

I wanna kill I wanna take some pills

Where is the familial love here?

Hey mom I thought you would be near

Never mind, your yelling at dad and beating me just to waste time

I thought you loved me, I thought you were mine

But now all I see is black and blues shine

When I was young my life was great but now all I dread is the hatred I anticipate

Where is god?

Where is the love that he should show? Wait here she comes, and there I go…


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