Monsters
Save me from the surroundings, which are crawling upon me
Don’t turn around and walk away when I’m falling on the ground
Screams get louder and louder busting my eardrums from the inside
Past memories visions start to make their way towards me
Feeling like monsters trembling my skin from the outside
Getting so close to my mind, tears rolling down my eyes
Once again they have won and negativity is all around me now
Please save me from the monsters inside my head
I’m begging you to stay with my knees on the ground, tears on my eyes
The shaking in my hands and the goose bumps in my arms
You held my hand so tight for a split second to say goodbye now
And I fall to a deep trance surrounded by complete darkness
Unable to see my worst nightmares, but I can feel them hurting deeper bee stings
Bullet holes and the past cuts upon my thighs, which are scars now
I’m alone now with some thoughts and my relief beside me
Please save me form the monsters inside my head
The voices in my head are getting louder
Testing my sanity, but knowing my extreme limits
And I feel lost now relief is one cut away, but so is recovery
Please save me from the monsters inside my head
Every where I turn silence feels the room
Except once again in my head, those voices are shouting louder then screams
And one after the other is stabbing through my skin
I turn to my recovery and glace at it like my only salvation from this nightmare
But I can’t touch it; at least that is what I’m saying to myself now
In half a second those thoughts grabbed a hold of me and laughed
Because they knew I would go back to my old ways
But nor you or anyone else, Can save me from the monsters inside my head