Monachopsis: the reason the waves crash so precariously
sleeping,
I should be sleeping,
But you find me here
up and writing
keys clicking
space bar tapping
anxious but calm
intervals of still and shaking
reading my thoughts aloud
my voice a tone that no longer suits me
what am I
who am I
normal kids worry about school work
I'm wondering If I am an alien
Sent here
I must've been sent here
an experiment gone wrong
how many days has it been
How long will I last in this stimulation
I wasn't meant to last this long
They thought I'd give up by now
why haven't I given up by now
what's the code?
there must be something I can say
so they hear that I'm aware
how harsh is my reality?
Is that why I wont wake up
why I can't wake up?
why can't I wake up?
sleeping.
It's late
I should be asleep right now
But from this wayside world awake
is this why bad things are happening
the world didn't think I'd get this far?
Is this improvising?