Mistakes.
I’m sorry.
You’ll never take me back.
And maybe we just aren't meant to be.
But I can’t help but think how much you mean to me.
I love you so much.
And I don’t even know why.
I know that tomorrow I’ll probably cry.
You’ll say something like you messed up.
And baby I know it too.
But to be honest, i’d do anything to get back with you.
People will be pissed.
On my side and yours.
But to be honest, i just don't care anymore.
I want you.
You.
You.
You.
No one else.
You.
I’m sorry for messing up.
I really wish I could change what I did.
I need another chance.
Even though I don’t deserve it.
I should let you go.
But I don’t know how.
I think the feelings are gone.
But they’re really hiding now.
Your smile.
Your hugs.
Your everything.
but your lies.
and mine too.
Baby, I just don’t know what to do.
I want to make it work.
But will it really be okay.
I don’t really know how i feel.
I just don’t want you to go away.
I know what you’re going to say tomorrow.
And i’ll probably be more confused than I was before.
But maybe you’re doing that on purpose.
Because the truth will kill me more.
Maybe you don’t really love me.
Maybe you don’t care who i date.
Maybe you do want me to leave.
Maybe you still loving me.
Is nothing but a fantasy.
I miss you so much.
And what we had.
But babe, why did it go bad.
It’s my fault.
I know i started it too.
But baby, can’t you see it wasn't just me hurting you.
I just want to start over.
But for you that may be too hard.
For me, I love you too much to care that you acted like a retard.
We both messed up really.
Mainly me more than you.
But honestly, I think what we had.
Was actually.
True.