MIND MAY YOU SEE

Tue, 04/10/2018 - 07:15 -- Starboy

SOMEDAY.

WHEN THE SUN AND RAIN ARE TOO TIRED TO WAKE.

  I'LL STILL BE THERE.

I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE. 

EVEN WHEN YOUR TIRED EYES WANT TO SHUT, I'LL BE THERE TO OPEN THEM.

  WHEN YOUR MIND FINDS ITSELF IN A PLACE OF LOVE, OF HAPPINESS. 

  I'LL BE THERE. 

   I'LL SHOW YOU HER HANDS THAT WRAPPED INTO YOU LIKE A UNOPENED GIFT. 

   I'LL SHOW YOU HER LIPS ON YOUR NECK.

I'LL SHOW YOU HER GUMS WHEN SHE SMILED AFTER. 

I'LL SHOW YOU CUMMING TO HER HANDS. 

I'LL SHOW YOU HER WRAPPING HER ARMS AROUND YOU AFTERWARDS.

I'LL SHOW YOU!

I'LL SHOW YOU!

I WILL SHOW YOU

 EVERY.

   SINGLE. 

THING.

   YOUR MIND WILL NEVER SLEEP. 

YOUR MIND WILL NEVER FORGET. 

       YOU WILL BE BURDENED WITH STILL LOVING HER.

 YOU WILL FACE HER.

  KISSING ANOTHER.

   LOVING ANOTHER 

 FUCKING ANOTHER. 

    AND YOU WILL WANT HER.

EVEN THO HER NAME GIVES YOU ANXIETY.

YOU WILL LOVE EVERY PICTURE ON INSTAGRAM EVEN IF YOU WANT TO KILL YOURSELF.

  YOU WILL SLICE THO'S PRETTY THIGHS AND TAKE THESE CANDY PILLS.

     EVEN IF YOUR OWN WORDS OF 

"DO NOT KILL YOURSELF." ECHOS IN YOUR MIND

EVEN IF YOUR SKIN TURNS WHITE FROM ROPE AROUND YOUR NECK.

    I WILL MAKE YOU SURVIVE JUST TO KILL YOU AGAIN.

I'LL LET YOU DROWNED AND THEN I'LL RESUSCITATE YOU.

 I'LL MAKE YOU SUFFER.

   BUT I WILL NOT TOUCH YOU.

     SHE WILL.

HER BONE-LIKE HANDS WRAPPING AROUND YOU LIKE A CHAIN. 

CHAINING YOU TO YOUR THOUGHTS. 

CHAINING YOU TO YOUR OWN MEMORIES SHE HAS BURDENED YOU WITH. 

This poem is about: 
Me
My family
My community
My country
Our world

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