Maybe it's Just Me
They say that there’s a certain type of feeling
That defines you
That hurts you
That changes you
Or maybe that’s just me
They would tell me depression
Had physical scars
Scars you could see
I wondered what that pain I felt was
The emptiness
No one knew
Maybe it was just me
Anxiety was not panic attacks
But a feeling you get up on
Stage
I often wondered what I was feeling
The suffocating fear in my chest
Embedded in my heart
I figured everyone went through what I was feeling
But as I got older I wondered
Maybe it was just me
Maybe
No one will understand me
Because maybe this feeling
Isn’t real
They tell you
That you’re in it for the attention
And I think yeah, maybe
It’s just me
All in my head,
I’m just looking for an excuse to escape
And it sends me in a spiral
Wondering who to trust
And I look around
This can’t be just me
There has to be someone,
Anyone, out there
Who knows
Who knows and tells themselves
Maybe it’s just me