Lovesick Homesick
I dare not hope 'cause
I know it can't happen
Dreams aspired,
Broken, shattered.
I want to go back home
where we loved each other
Sure, money was tight
but we did all right
Back to the time when
I kicked your shin
instead of the ball
But you didn't get mad.
I wonder if Ms. Scott's
still there - you know,
the lady with the
fluffy white hair?
Remember the old Buick
she steered around,
flyin' over curbs with
that squealing sound?
Have you heard from Marco?
Or his baby brother Pedro?
The little guy cried
when we moved away
For a promise received
but never reached
Four years of struggles,
secrets, shackles.
Trying to fit in
but always missing
with the neighbors-not-neighbors
who don't care a dime
wasting our time
With the kids at school
wanting to be cool
but always failing.
We're older now.
I've still got you.
But you've changed,
so have I.
I try not to cry
'cause I miss the people
we were meant to be.
Distance, distractions,
depression, despair,
kicked aside - to breathe the fresh air
of Community - the love
I had and lost,
that gives when it's got nothing
and smiles even when
it's all gone wrong, then
listens with a heart
full of ears and
Forgiveness.
So don't make me hope
for a fictional tomorrow
that's a rerun of yesterday.
Let's live a new life today
and LOVE each other.
Home is where the heart is.