Not even casting a single glance my way

You are far too busy thinking

Listening

Observing the world around you

Normally, I'd be wondering who that lady across from me will be coming home to

What midterms will that quiet guy in the back be studying for 

And where that cute couple diagonal to us met

But today

With your presence filling the seat beside me instead of my head

I just can't take my eyes off you

And I cant help but feel...

sick

Sick to my stomach

Cause you've got it in knots

lurching and twisting with all these thoughts

Of you

Of us

Of the sometimes distance between

You make me so sick

Sick in the head

Cause The thousands upon thousands  of thoughts and images and tangent musings that usually crowd my head

Are silenced

I can finally hear myself think

And they're all of you

Of your curly hair

Of Your tiger-eyes so alluringly framed by those long dark lashes

I imagine them

your strong arms and your scars

Your voice and your laugh

Your smile and that beauty mark near it that I never noticed but now do

Because I'm just so in love with you 

Lovesick 

I cant think of the true medical term for it 

But I caught it

Despite all the vitamins and careful hygiene

Iv caught it

Bad

But you know...

As a little girl being sick meant no school

Meant staying home with tea and cartoons

Snuggled in bed being absolutely doted on

And now it means no more going on useless dates with others

Means nights in with tea and a movie

Snuggled in your bed, being absolutely doted on

So I'll tell you a secret

I never minded being sick anyways