Love vs. Hate

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23518
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36° 55' 14.9052" N, 76° 12' 26.4708" W

Every minute in your presence is like a trip to heaven
But I feel lonely even when you’re around
I feel delighted to be with you, captive of the love you give
I’ve searched for a the friend in you that refuses to be found
You somehow intrigue me you seem to be so cool
With no you and no one else I’m forced to drown myself in these swimming pools
The mere thought of you creates a smile brighter than light
Desiring someone to hold me, but it’s you I cannot find and I don’t know why

You said you’ll love me and I’ll be yours forever
But here comes this other girl who says you two are together
But I need you in my life I can’t let you go away
I can’t let you hurt me over and over again
You say you’ll fix it, you’ll do better and it will all be okay
But I can’t let this happen I tell you it’s over, we’re through
But then I hear the phone ring……
You tell me you’re sorry and you love me
I can’t help but to say I love you too

You make me feel like a Queen
Yet being with you makes me feel less than everything
Your eyes, your smile, the way you kiss
I deserve more I shouldn’t feel like this
This is all so fake
But why does it feel so real
You mean the world to me
Yet when I look in the mirror I see a face covered in tears

I love you
I hate you
I’m so confused
Nothing compare to the love we share
But being with you makes me feel used
When we’re alone you tell me how much you adore me
Around others you have a tendency to ignore me
When we’re apart there is aching in my heart
I have to break from you, but nothing seems to pull me apart

I want you forever, all we have is our love
I want to be free, free to have my heart in the right place
You are the air I breath, there is no life without you
You’re like poison running through my system slowly breaking me down
You inspire me to be better, you are my muse
You’re like a mosquito sucking the life out of me
I want this to last forever
But this pain I can’t take
Someone release me from this curse I’m in
This curse
Love vs. Hate

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