This is a message in a poem I've written,
About the things you have to consider before I let you in.
Before you get interested in me,
Check my background and you'll see.

I'm temperamental and easily trigerred,
Those 20 seen messages and calls unanswered,
Will boil my blood to its highest centigrade,
All that surrounds me are surely be affected.

I'm an overthinker and I can't deny it,
Give me a statement as my brain's already been set.
I'll analyze every letter, emotions and possibilities,
All angles will be checked leaving it no trace.

I'm emotional and cried so easy,
I watched dramas and think theirs is my misery.
I cried for climate change and animal cruelty,
As easily affected of those less fortunate that I always see.

I am intelligent, but not as genius as it could be,
I just have the mind that bursts out idea and probabilty,
Talking about life and it's courses, is my favorite,
Politics, Religion, Philosophy are some that I love to get.

I have a good memory but in a selective way,
Inside my head are facts about me and you, maybe,
Dates are never forgotten may it be a year ago or fifty.
If I ever ask you a question, it's just there to confirm your honesty.

I am a good reader and claims to know more,
I prefer books over a conversation of two or four.
Collecting books is a hobby of mine,
Receiving book as a gift is so fine.

I prefer to be alone, but not a loner, you see
Simply enjoyed more my own company than dealing with some plasticity,
I am picky of the people that I trust and in my life I keep,
And when I do, I placed them in my heart so deep.

I enjoy poetry and it's the other soul of my own,
Every emotions I can't comprehend I write it on.
Those creations I had are a mirror to a single story,
If you'll get lucky then, you could find your piece living each day.

I am dominating as I always take the lead,
My personality is that I always organize and plan ahead.
I may sometimes be on top and tell you straightforward,
Don't be threatened I only bark so that you could get your reward.

I am strong and independent, that I know,
I might have a hard time on whom I should trust to.
But when I do, I gave it full and wholeheartedly,
And expect me that the last thing I'll do is betray.

I believe on what I stand and I will share it to you,
Conversing about my feelings and thoughts is what I will always do,
I don't expect you to respond of the things that I share,
Just be there and smile, I just want you to hear.

I am the hardest to love, I'll tell you then,
I may doubt for some time hence assure me somethin'.
You might think that I am insane, you bet it's true,
But wait for what happens next, then, it'll show

Look me in the eye and feel each beat of my heart,
Hold me by my hand and decide if you're willing to start.
Don't get too involved in my life if you think you can't handle,
"Love me whole or not at all"- this is your chance that I'll tell.