Late nights, early mornings

Staying up for days

How can you ever sleep?

The drugs keep me sane

Judge all you want

Finding myself with every hit

How can I not love it?

How can you not accept me?

If it helps me then why condemn me?

I hope you can forgive me

I hope you still love me

I'm not the daughter  you wanted

I am a girl chained to a narrow box

I will never fit into the box

My heart filled with passion 

My soul filled with fight

I kill myself to keep me alive

Is that what you want?