You’re supposed to be happy
You’re supposed to have good memories with smiles of wonder and not tears of thunder
But instead you’re hurt like someone just thrown you in the dirt
So much pain and agony
Can this really be?
When I look back I try so hard not to cry
I tell myself it’s a made up story nothing but a lie
One…
Two…
Three…
As the memories fade away my mind just wonders off astray
I stop and stare and for that one moment
It’s nothing but a glare
Since I’m the baby in the family I watch and watch
But nothing good comes to me
Why oh why?
I will never understand will this day ever end?
All of the madness tears of sadness
Days so lonely and cold
Your mind soon grows old
As I keep turning the blank pages
I just wonder what the future will bring
Will it bring a happy ending?
Or will I keep living this lie that just won’t die?