She attached herself to me this afternoon and I was like no so now she attached to you guys and in all honesty I feel so alone just like I get that she's new and everything but it's like I'm not there sometimes, you know?   Then again when I first met Liv I didn't really like her much either but she is my family now and I would be devastated if I lost her, so I'm just hoping she may grow on me a bit to a bearable level instead of me literally just wanting to disappear  Like every time I'm around her I just get really mad and I have no idea whyShe just tries to make everyone love her which just makes us push her away and dislike her more. So was I. I mean I started self harm when I was 10 so obviously I knew too much for my age so at 12 I was like I am now but a little more carefree back then Things happen which mean you have to grow up. Like for me there was no childhood after age 4. Things were just fucked from then on so I really don't know how a child is supposed to act after that time  So like I don't know how she acts is normal or like not