volunteering in hospitals you see things, things you cant unsee, wish you hadnt seen but you did see. multiple posibilitys surrounding you. saving a life helping someone give life. being around people you can help is were i see myself . just helping one person would make my day. leave all my problems to face new ones. in the hospital then and there id realize that this is exactly what id want to see and unsee time and time again is what  want and making a difference in just one persons life would be worth it. nursing means more to me now that i see that this is my purpose.