God sent me to a wonderful woman. She was the person who I wanted to call mommy. SHe was the one who felt me grow inside her. She was the one who heard my first heartbeat, and also heard it drift away.
I wish that God would have let me stay... I wish He would have let me experience the love mommy would have gave me.
I am her son, but also her Little Lost Cowboy.
I love watching her live her life. I do wish I was there, I know she does too. But God brought me back to heaven so mommy could have someone to watch over her.
Hold her when she's sad and give her a hug when she needs it. Give her a smile when she realizes I'm here.
I Love You Mommy,
Your Little Lost
~In Loving Memory~
~Tristian Jai Chee~
(Mother's Day 1996)