Little Black Book
You used to take my breath away with just a single glance,
Suddenly appearing behind me,
You'd beg me to slow dance.
I was captivated by your confidence,
And eagerness to impress,
What once felt like an easy romance,
Now, a never-ending game of chess-
Ignoring me one day and saying hi the next,
Made me question our every encounter,
You kept me so perlexed.
Continuously keeping me on a string,
Your ego, your biggesty concern.
I prayed you'd put your pride aside,
Hopeful one day you'd learn.
When you texted me "I miss ya",
I wore my heart on my sleeve,
But you had no intention of hanging out,
Can't believe I was that naiive.
Keeping me in your back pocket,
Was all apart of your plan,
I foolishly waited and wasted my time,
Giving you the upper hand.
There was a time my knees grew weak
Whenever you came near,
But my fantasy
Was no longer reality--
It hadn't been for two years..
Don't try to reel me back again,
This time, I won't be there--
I was silly to think you were the one,
And so now, I'm looking elsewhere
At one time I thought we were destined to be,
But there is so much I overlooked--
I'm not here at your convenience,
Cross my name out of your little black book.