I've let these thoughts become my life
Even in knowing that your his wife
I thought you would be mine someway somehow
I was certain that day would be by now
I look at myself and I hate what I see
Just a lonely shell staring at me
For its my life that takes a toll
Ill wait for you till I grow old
I do see myself alone in the end
Hurt...but with a friend to help me mend
I wish that friend could heal how I feel
But it proves to me that this love is real
I'm gonna end this thought with words for the wise
I will fight for your love until my demise
And if I still don't have you when it's my time
Ill be in heaven waiting for mine......