My life is a lie.
Every day is a challenge
As I put on a show for those closest to me.
I was taught that these feelings inside me are wrong.
But as long as I could remember I have had them.
Will I ever be able to experience love?
Will I ever be truly happy?
Or will I be forced to this lifetime of lies?
I am scared.
Scared of how my loved ones would perceive me.
Scared of losing love.