Everything seems so different to me

I was really wondering if it was meant to be

I wanted to go soaring with you

Yet, somehow you went missing out of the blue

Is it me that you're afraid of

Or the spirit that's high above

Please don't fret my dear

I don't want this to be your greatest fear

If I told you I love you would you run

If I went with you to the park would that be fun

You should be disgusted, humiliated, and embarrassed

Yet your the total opposite your more humbled

I want you to hate my feelings

I shouldn't be the reason for your likings

Yet here I am standing and saying

I want everyone to be hearing and seeing

The things I do

And when I say I love you.