I wish you'd still be here 

and that we would have got a little more time

before we fell apart

I remeber the best of you

and how much I needed you in these times of darkness of mine

I wished for one more chance

I wished you listen better to the things I tried to say without saying

Truth is,

I still love you,

in a different way than anybody else, maybe because I knew we'd break

apart soon enough

My best friend and worse enemy all wrapped in one

You promised a life time and some little ones

I'm grateful for the lessons you taught me and

what I would never put myself through again.

I was tired of feeling whole for us two

It could of been so simple

If only you knew.

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