I battle everyday
with myself, family and friends.
It hurts so much
to admit something is wrong.
It's hard to ask for help
when I don't want anyone to know
everything I've been going through.
I've thought about it...
the easy way out of my situations.
I just don't think I can handle the blood
that might invite death along for the ride.
I try and try to change everything!
But I just can't...
My strength is no more.
I try to imprison my emotions.
But it's too late...
For I am now surrounded
by a lake of tears.