What else can I say
I guess I was just bad for you
I it's a clear now
I guess I was poison for you
Because that's how I feel about it
When I think about about the situation
When I think about you
When I think about all the time put into this
And how you go about saying things
...two years almost
Two years of me giving you a part of me, feeling for you secretly
Afraid of your rejection
Or reaction to me
. How can you admit how you feel when I'm away
Then when I come home kiss me like you love me
And just take it all away from me just like that
I didn't start the fire between us
You did
I didn't just want you Physically
I didn't just want to be
"just friends"
Or
Special friends
I wanted to get to know you,
Grow a bit with you
Love you
Thats all I wanted
And yet it just won't be accomplished
So I give up
I love you but I give up
I want you but I give up
Ill miss you bit what can I do
You don't know what you wanted from me
And you've made it clear that you don't
Like me liking you
At least that's how I feel
I wish you'd prove me wrong
Just like everyone else is trying to
But
They don't know.
Two years of unexpected relations
Two years of confusion
Two years of just wasted effort.
I hate you
I hate you for this
I hate you for bringing me back to you more than once
Knowing that wanted nothing
I hate you because I really did fall for you
I hate you because deep down inside
You know you feel the same way to
I hate you because..
You wouldn't even give me a chance to try
Being more to you
And now I hate myself because.
I can't stop feeling how I feel about you
I try to move on but it's hard
I'm dragging all these people in
To get you out of my heart
And away from my mind
You we're and always will be
My kiwi
My sweet but sour Afrodicatic
Fruit
But goodbye to you.