Just Another Dark Night

Fri, 11/23/2018 - 05:55 -- Zanderr

At that moment, 

I let you go.

I felt my heart let you go.

And it was the most refreshing feeling I have ever felt. 

I still love you -

But I'm not your prisoner. 

and I never will be again.

There's hemorrhage in my heart,

and bruises on my skin,

and tears streaming out my eyes

Because my body is feeling the affects of not being loved by you.

My spine is realizing that it's never stood straight without you holding

all its parts and pieces,

and my brain hasn't been used because you've made all the decisions,

and my life has been a mess since I've been with you.

But, yet, I still love you.

Yes, I still love you.



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