Dear Jesus
I always saw myself with you
Never leaving your side
We planned to get married
Planing every step of the way
I ended up doing all the planning
The budgeting
I was left to do everything alone
Never wanting to put in the effort
Went wedding dress shopping
You came along
Was just you and me
Our families had no idea
I felt bad they weren't involved
Many years has passed
And now I'm going to marry a man
Who doesn't keep me a secret
Who helps me every step of the way
It was time to let go
Today you crossed my mind
As I plan this wedding
He wants to be part of everything
Always reminds me he won't leave
Says it's we
As in us
As in he will help every step
Side by side
Thank you Jesus
For making me understand what I always wanted
And how what I wanted isn't just a dream