Bottled up inside

Are words I've chosen not to say

The feelings I hide

Till this very day

You can see it in my eyes 

Read between the lines

Bottled up inside are secrets and lies

Of the past i can't erase

With memories that won't seem to go away

Why can't i be happy

with or without you

why can't i be happier

when today is a new day

Yesterday is over

but the pain is not

nothing lasts forvever

and i should've cherished you

Hold on to what I've got

And now tommorow is creeping over my shoulders

And I have nothing to look towards

The days when I'm anxious to see you

Those days are gone

you took my love for granted

once you got what  you wanted,

The love you thought you won

Nothing was ever the same

The hurt I'm feeling now

won't disappear overnight

But somehow, somway

Everything will soon turn out all right

No more wishing for the past

of the future with you

I guess it wasn't meant to be

It didn't seem to last

So now it's time to set you free.

R-I-P 11-17-13