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She's so beautiful with her bright blonde hair. Her blue eyes shimmering. And her thin body that allows her to wear whatever she wants without a worry. Her confidence stands with her she's not afraid of her self. I want to be that girl. That girl who has the prefect face with no zits to ruin it. That girl who can wear her clothes without a shame. That girl who feels pretty because boys look at her and smile. That girl who has the prettiest eyes and light up when ever someone says her name. I don't wanna be the ugly girl I am. I don't want to have to worry about wearing tight shirts because it shows how fat I am. I don't wanna be the girl who is afraid of mirrors because they show the truth and she hates it. I don't wanna have to worry about certain things I wear because they show how ugly I am. I don't dress up. I don't wear makeup. Because I know I'm ugly and I'll never be beautiful. I for try to look "pretty" because I can never cover nor hide all the ugly I am. I guess I'll never be the pretty prom queen I've always wanted to be. Because top me, I'll be this way forever. Ugly forever. That's me.

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