body; emotion is self indulgence.

im sorry that i disappoint you.

that everything you try to tell me goes in one ear

and out the other.

im sorry that your advise isn't good enough for me.

that everytime i do something wrong i dont learn from the mistake.

im sorry that i upset you

when i try to disquise a message thats innocent to me

but sneaky to you.

im sorry for the shame i bring you.

 

vitality; emotion is self temptation

im sorry that i test your limits

that i push your buttons.,

that i try to expand the freedom thats equally given to me.

im sorry that my actions make it seem

as your last breath wouldnt change me.

im sorry that my problems corrupt our family.

that i blame my mistakes on my brothers

im sorry i compare our living situations

the way me and aaron where raised seperatly.

and im sorry that i make you wonder about me.

 

mind;emotion is self mortifacation

im sorry that your "learn my lesson" whoopings didnt teach me

that the months on punishment didnt change me.

im sorry about my fast ways,

how i used to sneak and talk to boys

knowing that upset you so much.

im sorry for stealing

letting others bring trouble to me.

for trying to get away with so much.

im sorry for all the pain.

 

heart; emotion is self expasion

im sorry that i thought you hated me.

that you never wanted me.

that you didnt care about me physically or emotionally

im sorry that i took you for granted

that i never think of others problems.

im sorry for losing your trust

and making you give up on me.

im sorry for all the stress

and heart problems i forced you into.

 

soul; emotion is self determanation

i know i can change.

i know i can make you proud

i know i can love myself.

but i wont believe you'll ever trust me again

i wont believe you will love me like you use to.

and i wont believe we will be as close as we use to be.

dad im

sorry..forgive me