I am so very sorry for the pain I put you through
I lost myself while trying to love you
My days had first started out with a pretty smile
And somehow, by the night .. it was slowly a frown
You said it would get better, you said it's okay
But you were not the one, drying your tears away
All of the lies you told
Sounded too good to be true
For a second, I almost believed you
I'm sorry that I'm a wreck
I'm sorry that I cry
I'm sorry for being everything that you wanted me to be
I'm sorry for losing you while trying to find me
Today, I look and tell myself it is okay
The love that you once knew was toxic anyways
You bled, you fought, you gave your all...
Not once did I see you fall...
The voices in my head echo at the sound of you scream
Each cut became deeper, rubbing deep against your spleen
At first, you broke me ...
At first, you had almost won...
Until one day I looked in the mirror
And told myself that my victory had just begun.