I'm Fine
It can be fun
I can be fun
Then it starts
I spiral
All these people around me--laughing, enjoying
Me, in my own mind
I feel so isolated.
Part of the group but not really
Always the third wheel
Always doubting
Always drowning in unsaid words, unshared thoughts
Resenting Them for not seeing it
Resenting Them for being better
Resenting myself
Resenting being this way
Resenting writing this
I hate being alone
I hate being with Them
I hate this cycle
I don't know any other way
This poem is about:
Me