If only you knew

I step in the room and your at my throat


It's only your's I want to choke


I'm stressed out but I don't shout


I go straight to my seat and not pout


Things running through my head not what you teach


I would go to church if I wanted to hear someone preach


Not enough sleep and I can't keep my head up


I don't wanna be hear you yell so just shut up


Get out of my face


I can think of somewhere better to be than this place


My mom is sick and my family members keep dyin'


Yet you don't see me sitting here cryin'


Then you find out and want to be sorry


I don't want to sit here and share this sad story


So instead I smirk and shrug like its nothing


teachers shaking me up I got to say something


The anger builds up and what comes out


A loud shaken outspoked shout


The last thing I want is some unneeded attention


So I'm sitting here in detention


Wishing someone would just listen


But instead I'm sent to ISS


I sit here looking around and thinking in suspence


If only you knew...


My daily life and all the bull crap I'm going through


 

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